It’s nearly the time to release you
And my heart hurts.
I wish for you joy, excitement
And the pride that comes from
Knowing you are doing the best you can.
I remember you as a child
Your mischievous smile and constant
Teasing of your sisters.
You’re learning to harness that energy now
Into your future self, filled with choices to make.
Just when I feel the pull of loss,
I’m acutely aware that you must go.
In order for us to stay bonded
You must go.
In order for us to be healthy, you must go.
It’s your time now and
Any restlessness that you hold
will be subdued, as you leave.
I must let go for you to step
Into the light.
My light shifts too,
And leaves behind a shadow
Of what was while I hold
A candle for what will be.